A little bird with a big mouth

Every day has been increasing in difficulty.
I don’t want to get up and do anything. I feel sad and lonely and alone, especially in the presence of many and/or those close to me.
I want my mom, I want my dad, I want my best friend, and I want to be left alone.

This sadness isn’t longing or loss or regret. I have a wonderful family, great friends, etc. I do not want for anyone or anything really.
It’s a different creature. It’s heavy. And it wants something. I dunno what. Working on that.
All in all, no need for alarm.
But I am in a funk that I am navigating, so as a heads up, I wouldn’t mind if people just left me alone.